not having enough time to ride my bike. I don’t this year and its been killing me.
April 2010
UCSD well thats all i really know of. I feel so at home there and that its where I belong. Like I finally started to find myself during junior year, and if I went to UCSD, the person that I started to find would be more developed. Although the world is a big place.
getthing through all of this so i have time to enjoy whatevs
March 2010
yes i do. im not overwhelmed by their cuteness or anything. i just like them but they do tend to have their moments.
only if she looks like poop after
stop lying
being blunt. you doing something stupid im gonna call you on it.
probably not anymore. dont think anyone can do anything anymore. besides i was never cool enough to do anything that people want to do anyways. but i did want laser tag due to barney stinson.
4 or less, and I was there too, which is why its my earliest memory.
Monday: sleep in?!? naht! rush to do hw during planning, not see someone cool go to classes,text someone, go home, tutor, argue with someone, get tutored, not sleep, make up with someone (i hate arguing)
Tuesday-Thursday: wake up, not see someone cool go to classes,text someone, go home, tutor, argue with someone, get tutored, not sleep, make up with someone (i hate arguing)
Friday: wake up, not see someone cool go to classes,text someone, not hang with someone, give up, go home
Saturday: mope cause I’m tired of it all, maybe go out but average is a no,
Sunday: Try to do hw, but I’m super tired of it all, end up doing nothing
so yea I don’t really sleep, and I never get to do anything with someone.
throw an argument, be bleh for 3-4 days, argument is done be happy for a day and enjoy life for like 7 hours? then same shit different time.
mesbnssrwtd, and i dunno its still going on
only in the case of injuries. everything else can be fixed with hard work.
usually no, cause im afraid of rejection. but at this point? probably yes just cause im used to it sorta now.
is today gonna suck?
sure why not. but people who are full of themselves are pretty whack.
my dad getting robbed at gunpoint. i didnt really understand what was going on until much later in my life. all i remember is i was sipping an orangina.
infinity. if love is as great as it should be, then it should be worth all the heartache.